this is ME, then…

self talk.. wishful thinking.. just happy..

i don’t know how…

i just know how to fully care…

or

i just don’t care at all…

i’m transparent.. feelings come flooding and they pour out of me… sometimes i choose to say nothing but apparently, it just tends to show.  when i’m upset, i really am… when i get jealous for NO REAL REASON… it just tends to be like that.  and it sucks. it really does.  madalas mas nakakainis kaysa sa nakakatawa ang ganun..

wala pa rin akong lakas ng loob para maumpisahan ang gusto kong sabihin.  it seems i have all the thoughts running in my mind but cant seem to find the right words to express them… the hardest thing to do is to start and i guess, it will take time before i come out in the open…

sana lang din pala, mahal pa rin nya ako…